As the snow falls out my window, and I bombarded with nostalgia. I love this time of year, because it is a time of birth, and a time of growth. It is also a time to reflect on what I really want. I was brought up in such a way that giving was number 1! And OH! how I love to give.. but like a child, I also love to receive.
This Christmas I wish for many things: A new couch, a working dryer… and maybe some new clothes.. makeup .. things to make my life easier and my self-esteem soar.
Yet, really, what I really want for Christmas is love. The kind of love I can only give myself. The kind of love that would radiate from my being and settle into yours. The kind of love that would allow me to get up in the morning with vigor and a sense of passion for the day. That kind of love has been on my path for years, however, I never seem to be able to grasp it for long periods of time.
This action of self-love would benefit me and my children. I want to be able to provide them with a mom that is always smiling and uplifting. A mom that can encourage her children to be the BEST they can be.. and to love themselves as they are.
We are heading towards a new way of being. We are emerging as souls and losing our egos. The next generation of children must tap into this quickly as they are led by their peers..and I cannot stop them. However, what I know for sure… is this Christmas.. I want to BE PRESENT with my kids..
So.. really all I want for Christmas is: Peace! … freedom from the shackles of guilt. to be able to rise above and be the star I was meant to be…
Wishing you a Merry Little Christmas…. and Happy Holidays!