I learned that the real creator was my inner Self, the Shakti. …. That desire to do something is God inside talking through us” ~Michele Shea
This morning as I sat looking at the blank screen, I asked my Goddesses above to inspire me to write something, ANYTHING. The word which keeps popping in my head is creativity, and I thought out loud:
“Creativity! You want me to write about creativity?”
So, now, I must get creative… let the magical brain waves flow..
…and then I got to thinking of the walks I’ve been having with my mom this week, this led me to think about Spring!
It is true, those who know me, know I LOVE winter. Winter allows me to cocoon, to seek comfort, to find joy in the little things, however, it is the season of spring which inspires me most. Nature’s awakening never ceases to amaze me. There is something quite creative about spring which makes me feel alive and empowered. Plus, this year, I am paying extra attention to this magical season by documenting the buds and birthing of the leaves, flowers and blossoms, by capturing the awakening on digital film.
(You can get access to my FB photos here, here and here. I hope the links work, let me know if they don’t)
Yet, spring, is not in all you see… it is about what you hear (the bird’s laughter), what you sense (like a cool breeze) and what you smell (those lilacs rock the aroma world!). It is really paying attention to what is going on around you because it is moving at a very quick rate. God (or whatever spirit you believe in) has put together this dance during spring, where birds, bees, buds, flowers and trees gently Waltz together to create this marvelous scene which captures my senses and brings out the need to create in myself.
For the past few days, every morning and every evening, I inhale the sweet smell of blossoms and lilacs, this event (and yes it is an event) lasts merely two weeks, but how wonderful to walk each dusky evening and breathe in the aroma God has created which admittedly, I wish I could put in a bottle for future use. To me, this is creativity ..natural unfolding creativity…
Imagine if earth had its own form of “writer’s block”? or decided it wasn’t producing sunsets for 6 months because it was depressed? The world would be in shambles!!!
“Creativity is God energy flowing through us, shaped by us, like light flowing through a crystal prism. When we are clear about who we are and what we are doing, the energy flows freely and we experience no strain. When we resist what that energy might show us or where it might take us, we often experience a shaky, out-of-control feeling. We want to shut down the flow and regain our sense of control. We slam on the psychic brakes”
So imagine all the years spent stifling my creativity.. I was numb, restless and so hard to live with. It was the death of me, inside, thus my depression roared even louder.
As I allow my creativity to flow, to be unleashed by the spring of life, I find myself feeling so alive, really, like a flower blossoming under May’s purple sky. What surprised me during this process is how easy everything I need to create is already available. Camera, markers, magazines to cut, journals, blog, pens, paper and string.. ribbons, paint and buttons.. It is all THERE! This is why spring amuses me so, it does not need money or coaching to become or to grow.. Spring happens, it just is. Spring.. is my muse.
How magical is that?
“One reason we are miserly with our selves is scarcity thinking. We don’t want our luck to run out. We don’t want to overspend by anthropomorphizing God into a capricious parent figure. Remembering that God is our source, and energy flow that likes to extend itself, we become more able to tap our creative power effectively.”
So the next time creativity urges you. Next time you feel restless and insecure, or do not know which outlet to use.. Take a walk, in Spring, Summer, Fall or even Winter, and look at the details the Universe has created for you to take inspiration from.
“Look and you will find it — what is unsought will go undetected.” ~ Sophocles
As I walk to the water this evening with my mother, I will pray for all of us to find inspiration this Spring, and reclaim who we are meant to be..
AND lets figure out how to bottle the Lilac/Blossom scent! I think we could make millions!